Use Somebody

I'm sitting here in my pleather chair, back and clothes sticking to the chair in the remarkably warm weather, papers spread all over my recently cleaned desk, an obvious sign of my abandoned attempt at studying for my test tomorrow. Segment Two is the most boring three days I've spent in my life. I can't pay attention long enough to absorb any of the material being reviewed, which makes the $30.⁰⁰ two hour class periods a waste of time. I keep getting tripped up by all the numbers and statistics I have to memorize. It's been well over a year since I took Drivers Training (segment one) and I can't remember the vague facts. I really need to study, because I can't wait till I get my license. Even though I hear nothing but complaints when I drive. Now it's my sister, not my mom, criticizing me, so I'm just going to go ahead and shrug it off as her being a bitch towards me like usual.

I'm really drowsy right now. Various disjointed thoughts are chasing each other around my head, and I'm just sitting back, watching them in a hazy, amused state. I'm too tired to settle on any thought for too long like I usually do. It's a rather.... relaxing feeling. Not thinking quite so much, not worrying. Not letting my mind add unnecessary weight to certain topics, like the future- my future. It's liberating in a sense.

I'm anxious to get my AP test results back. I completely forgot about them (trying to erase a traumatic experience from memory, lol) until my sister mentioned she got hers back. It's kind of on the peripheral. Right now I'm more worried about summer homework (mainly art). Honestly, what were the chances of my being idea-less right when I actually needed ideas?

I'm planning on taking a shower, studying for half an hour, then trying to read Into the Wild by Krakauer so I can hurry and move on with my summer homework. The summer homework that I conveniently lost the paper for, which outlined everything I needed to do. Joy. Hopefully my friend types it out for me soon, or I'm screwed.

-Julie