July 01-02

Because, yes, I'm covering TWO days in one post.
I know. Lazy. Hence the one word sentences.

Bee Boop Bee Bop *transitional robot noises... times machine to July 1*

So, cousins dropped by on the first. Would have been fun, but the usual source of ideas/amusement/overall enthusiasm (i.e. Denis) was at summer college classes or whatever. So the majority of the time was spent bouncing "What do you want to do," and "I dunno. What do you want to do" back and forth, with varying enunciation. Somehow segued into a sleepover. Fun. Until I had to share a bed with Denis. Which is disaster. Here's the thing: When I sleep, it isn't instantaneous. It's not like as soon as I lay down/assume a position parallel to the ground I drop, completely and totally asleep. It takes hours to sleep. Hours in which I must have total silence, or my brain won't quit. And, of course, Denis kept snuggling, poking, tickling, and making weird noises. That was problem one. Problem two; I stretch all over the bed. You know crime scene investigation chalk outline, with the limbs flailed out all over the place? Yea. That's how I roll. Sprawled out like I've been dropped out of a plane (which, coincidentally, was what I dreamt of).

My lack of comfort/own bed resulted in me waking up at 7:00am. Unholy hour, considering I went to sleep around 2:00am. And I haven't taken a nap yet. I've been sleeping less and less lately, which can't be good. My heart/muscles around my heart ache 24/7 in an unusual way. Not a normal muscle-achy way.

In other news:
[link] Chat and stuff. Occasionally watch me doodle. Mainly because MSN won't stay open longer than, like, 5 minutes or so. Which makes me depressed. I'd use Meebo, but I keep closing the tab on accident. It's sucky, because I want to talk to people. Even though no one talks to me. I sound like a grade-schooler. "Sucky." Really, Julie? Wow. :]

I think I might be having an existential crisis.... which makes it sound really serious and terrifying. But it's not for me... hmmm....

Kind of funny because the first thing I thought when I saw this article (
[link] ) was, "So that's what I'm feeling," followed by, "Well. It's not 'art block' then." Because that's how my mind works. xD




Umm. Not for the uber-religious. ;] Still funny if you care to be open-minded.